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News aggregatorA Prairie Home CompanionShipped on 07/22/08. From director Robert Altman comes this quirky piece of fiction based on the real-life radio program of the same name, with a wry screenplay penned by the show's host, Garrison Keillor. Supported by a high-powered cast that includes Meryl Streep, Lily Tomlin, Lindsay Lohan, John C. Reilly, Tommy Lee Jones and Kevin Kline, Keillor also stars in this behind-the-scenes look at the mayhem surrounding the folksy program's final broadcast.Tweet Tweet
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really? really?this past sunday we went to the ohio state fair, very much looking forward to quinn's first year attending it when she actually can have fun. well, she did have some fun last year:
but the year before, in 2006, she was more along the lines of "what am i doing in this here apple?" so 2008 fair. one of the key things on our to-do list was to to visit the petting zoo. for a mere dollar, you get a cup of carrot slices and a good 15 minutes of toddler happiness. we fed the goats. and the llamas. and the yak. and more goats. damn, those goats are bottomless pits! so we were just hanging out when a woman starts walking toward me, saying my name. i went into a full on internal panic because i had absolutely NO IDEA who she was, and clearly, she knew me. in about 2 seconds, my brain raced through the possibilities of how she knew me--former student? (no, even when i can't remember their name, i'm usually pretty good about at least recognizing them. even if sometimes i do then try to avoid them) former library co-worker? (no, she was even ringing the 'hey-i've-seen-you-around-the-library-system-even-though-we-don't-work-together bell) former library customer who would know my name? (no, that would just creep me out) someone who works in a restaurant i frequent? someone from school? arrghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! so by now said woman is in front of me, and i'm agreeing that yes, i am megan, and then i had no choice but to look like an idiot when instead of saying, "oh, hi so-and-so!!" i just stood there. Thankfully she was socially adept and realized i had no fucking idea who she was. so she offered, "it's L!" and immediately my panic fell to absolute dread. but not because L. was any form of horror. but because my first thought was "ohmyfuckinggod, what ARE the chances that this is happening?" L. is a friend of raesflamingo, and we all went to junior high and high school together (but L. and Rae were a year ahead of me). surely i have not seen her since, er, about 1991. she wasn't (obviously) a good friend of mine, but certainly someone i'd say hi to in the hallway or whatever. seeing L. herself wasn't really the issue--i mean, i kinda hate silly chit chat that ensues in these kinds of situations, but i think i'm pretty okay at it. no, the issue was that L. was wearing a baby. her baby. her baby that had the same due date as LE. and i know that because waaaaaaay back in october or early november of last year, she messaged me at fertility.friend because she'd seen pics of me in our sig/avatar since we were posting in the "June '08 due date" buddy group. and she (whoa!) recognized me from the pics (and our real names are listed in our sig, so maybe that helped, too). so she wanted to say "hey, small world!" and we wrote back and forth a few times and that was that. Then we had the bad u/s and then the worse u/s, and no way could i go back to the due date buddy group. just couldn't. i know some folks who've had a loss like to check in with their due date people, but to me, that was self-induced agony. i didn't want to read about how pregnant people were when the same was no longer true for us; i didn't want to see the milestones passed; i didn't want to see ultrasound pictures or newborn announcements. i didn't feel weird not saying "see you later" to L., since we weren't super close or anything. so immediately after my brain processed that L. was that L. from FF, i also processed that the baby she was wearing was (give or take) how big the LE would have been had we been able to take her to the 2008 fair. and my heart felt a little ripped out and i just sort of tuned out. i felt badly for not engaging more (i.e., i didn't ask ANYTHING about the baby and didn't even really acknowledge him when L. said, "oh, and this is NewBabyName") but i was just so dumbfounded. seriously. a little under 1 million people attend the fair each year. it runs about 12 days. so let's say, on average, about 80,000 people attend each day. and out of EIGHTY THOUSAND people, we run into someone i haven't seen in over 15 years, whose baby was due the same day as our Not-To-Be baby????? sometimes odds are a funny, funny thing. <insert eyeroll here> Categories: Journals, Megan's Journal
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Philly Get-together (part 1)Some pics and such from Saturday to Monday. I don't know if people want to be labeled, so I won't.
A video of the toddlers at the park. The decapitated waving man is Don. </lj-embed> MUCH MUCH love to The Family L for hosting us! Categories: Hope's Journal, Journals
At the Park with Connor and CadenSome of you have heard me mention co-worker Tracy. Here we are at the park with her kids.
A video of Connor and Quinn serving up chocolate burgers: Connor and Quinn Caden Categories: Hope's Journal, Journals
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